The Queen who is Time

For how long are we supposed to dream? How long are we supposed to live,who is meant to be born,who is meant to die? Every time,things get thrown at you. Every time. When does it begin,when will it stop. How do you keep living this way without being tired? Where are you meant to get the strength from when you tired,the courage from when you are fearful? If you did not cry yesterday;today,you will cry tomorrow and before you know it tomorrow is yesterday and today becomes when I was a child,but there are those who will persevere and others who will perish.

I made a mistake,I wasted time,I threw away an opportunity,but if at the end of the day I did not want to make these mistakes,waste my time throw away this opportunity could I turn back the hands of time and go round again? But we all know the truth the future is what we have now,what we can do is to change what caused that thing to occur in the first place,caution myself and learn to know the difference between development and destruction.

On the other hand many things are and will be inevitable,a young girl s' father passes away when she is four years old but time had it that she will grow up without a father,she was not ready for the loss in her life but we have to prepare ourselves because every time things get thrown at you and some things you will have to live without. So I ask again how long are we supposed to dream,this girl dreams of a life,of how it would have been with her father in her life. For how long are we supposed to pray... Is it the longest prayer,the shortest,the faithful,the heartfelt. What is it that gets us out of our predicaments?

Tell yourself to smile,to love who you are,what you want,what you do,there is always a chance if not today,it will be tomorrow. That is the beauty of life. Time is our enemy and our friend. Manage it well,respect it,you do not control it. Do what you supposed to do,commit yourself,apply yourself and let time be your friend. It is called your time because you do not know how long it has been loaned to you. Waste your time and your life becomes a waste,a season of regrets and a life of wishes.

Time is like a proud queen without a king but looking for one. Show her you are willing and able to fight for her affection and attention,and she will stand by your side make you part of her kingdom and make you a king. Time does not want you for once to underestimate her. She is a ruthless queen. Treat her like a queen and you will be rewarded. Do not treat your time like a queen,you will be exiled;and have nothing to show for the time you lived. What we cherish in life is it what is spent or the time spent? Voice of R!

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Happy in Unhappy

A new season is around the corner, Spring 2013! The Sun is back in full force and the girls are already wearing their shades just cannot wait for the hot summer Sun. I for one I am happy the Sun is back and there is something symbolic and fascinating about a new month,a new season. I feel like a brand new me is ready to come out,but don't we love to tell ourselves that or am I the only one who makes a time table,divide my hours tell myself that and this,is what I will do,I am going to make it happen,before you even get going there is already a bump in the plans. BOOM. There is a challenge out of nowhere. There is nothing I love more than a plan coming together,maybe that is why I love it;its because it is such a rare occasion.It makes me feel like a happy person stuck in the unhappy. Now I understand the pursuit of happiness. There is the unhappy waiting to happen to upset everything. 

I was in the bus the other day minding my own business lost in my billion thoughts. Sometimes when I look around in a bus,metro,whatever public transport I feel we are all robots just going on with life not knowing what to expect but hope,pray,believe to have a great day and come back home happy. So there I was in the bus and my line of thought was disturbed I look to my side because the disturbance came from my bag. I see this hand in my bag going through my bag. I could not believe it. Before I could scream or shout the man removed his hand. In my bag there was my purse,my passport,bank card,student card all in one place. I was so shocked I just closed my zip and put my bag in front of me,I kept quiet and the thief who almost got away dropped of at the next bus stop. Now I am over the incident,this man was not only going to get away with my documents,but he was going to rob a piece of my happiness,I was this close to being bombed by the unhappy to being helpless for a second. He did not stop to consider that I was a student,a female,what I was going to go through to recover my documents or what I had gone through to get them,he was a man on a mission. 

How desperate the pursuit of survival and happiness has made humanity. I for one I am happy that he did not go through with his plans but it made me see that sometimes we all want to be happy,to achieve,to win,to conquer,to prosper,to survive,to make our families,friends and ourselves proud. I realized that some people are willing and able to make others suffer,destroy,cheat,steal,corrupt to achieve their own happiness. I realized too that you have to fight to be happy,happiness is not a door that you can just open and walk in. Protect your dream,your happiness, be alert,unhappy is mischievously waiting and ready to take it away. We  want to be happy but sometimes it does not feel or look that way because we are stuck in the unhappy with the unhappy too.

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